My head is throbbing........
my head is THROBBING.....
my head is throbbing.........
and somehow I can see all the colors of the world.......
and somehow I know what makes the world go around....
My head is throbbing............
And I know how to make the right kind of sound......
See sometimes I see what I want to see.......
See sometimes he sees what he needs to be.....
His head is throbbing..........
I am the mirror....
I am the god........
I am the warrior.......
He is.......odd............
My head is throbbing..........
I stop the clock at too late....
the clock goes buzz....
Oh my, watch out for the bug...
Matt doesn't
I stand in the clouds,
She walks along the sea,
Either perspective shows infinite possibility,
Along the shores of Florida to the beaches of California,
Through the flats of Texas and the hills of Tennessee,
Two lives,
Two places,
Two friends,
Two faces,
We are never afraid to speak up for our situation,
Not afraid to live on the edge of sanity,
Not when the other is speaking up with me,
Anywhere we go we shout it,
I thought maybe...
I would never have to worry about it.
On the edge of a river,
I look towards the stars,
Friends forever up close or afar.
And when you frown I will give you my hand,
When you laugh....I probabl
Through shadows of the silent sulking streets,
Past the door where the innocent sleep,
Walk into the ally of the frightening unknown,
on your knees for the world to watch your show,
All the while men gamble with their lives,
Taking turns with their throats and rusty knives,
Too the side of the concrete valley below,
All the world watches in silence without hope,
And we tune in every week,
For the bad news to give us what we need,
A puff of smoke and the cancer grows,
One explosion,
Two for sure,
Through the sunset the world slowly slips,
In the chaos of the forbidden lips,
Take what you want ignore what you know,
Wake up tomor
Watch you and me,
taking steps from the desert to the sea,
From the storm to the sun,
Out of the field into the fire,
All these memories,
Pulling harder on me,
I'm losing all my Apathy.
Indifference is what I'm best at,
You are making me lose that part of me.
I refuse to erase your hold on me.
I woke up today
Two dreams and two sightings of you later,
You are stuck on my mind.
I'd like you to respond,
But in the end I am only talking to myself,
Tossing a one sided coin that can only land on heads,
Always choosing tails,
Toss me away,
Tell me you want nothing more of me,
That will certainly set me free,
Remove all this myst
The meadow is the center of tranquility,
With the sweat of millions,
it took years to rescue it from frailty,
Now it shines brighter than the mid day sun,
Peaceful and true- who would expect the hell it came from.
A man with dirtied hands wonders what now?
Perhapse its time to move on,
Run away-leave no trail,
No says the shoulder top voice,
You can always wash your hands,
Turn the other cheek and realise "who I am",
Conscience may be what saves us now,
What makes us remember life as we want it,
Not as "we" want it,
Live on day by day pretending to be who you are,
Watch your step though-dont trip over your own lies.
Take a han
One more day,
Time ticks too similer each day,
For everything that I can dream about,
Its a shame wishes seem to be the only way,
One more memory wanted,
One more wish the will always remain,
Its hard to sit on the sidelines of imagination,
Wondering where wishes end and reality begins,
Its difficult to breath without that flutter in the chest,
The feeling is all to familier,
Its the feeling of desire,
a burning desire that with every fiber of your being you crave,
Not of lust,
but of the common day things we take advantage of,
When someone srives for what is so common to everyone else,
Its very difficult to always keep your he
In love,
With permission,
Its too late,
Some people never listen,
In the lovely world,
We are undoubted in my head,
Im always sober,
But with choice,
I feel the cold air heat,
Down in the heart of the summer globe,
Living with the thoughts of "Why didnt I know",
By ones self contimplating,
Trying to fly away.
Indured life,
Time is a chooser,
We all wish,
We never knew him,
But in love,
Butterflies walk,
And I can start my ascention,
But only when I create those posotive feelings,
No worth living in a world of hating,
Why should I love in a place that hates,
This world will stand alone.
Time is running,
feel it trying,
Time is time and I am dying,
In my grave of vast smiles,
The one that shares our hopes and denials,
You can feel the dusk take hold now,
Whatever happened to the time of the true land?
Flying flying,
Feel it dying,
World suffers and world rises,
I have had enough,
Seeing, breathing, felt like leaving,
I cant believe you saw him thinking,
Through time of your last breath,
I know the world is one forever,
Until tommarow comes,
Then we divide again.
Freedom stop breathing,
life is seeing,
I wish I didnt live in the world of shivering and freezing,
In the eyes of your despair,
Your the ones wh
we can all say its over,
But truly you are dead.
We can close our eyes,
And forget the troubles ahead.
So why do you run!
When the shadows fall!
On you......
We can yell our false cheers,
But in darkness we all weep.
We all know that you try,
But just like you we all cry...
So why do you fail!
and forget your way!
Now...
When time holds you up,
Your still looking down!
Dont cry.
But there never is a time,
Where we say that we are dying.
And there is always a time,
For false smiles to end our fears...
So why do you care!
If your heart will break!
Always!
Why did we try!
To mask the pain!
As we all die.
My head is throbbing........
my head is THROBBING.....
my head is throbbing.........
and somehow I can see all the colors of the world.......
and somehow I know what makes the world go around....
My head is throbbing............
And I know how to make the right kind of sound......
See sometimes I see what I want to see.......
See sometimes he sees what he needs to be.....
His head is throbbing..........
I am the mirror....
I am the god........
I am the warrior.......
He is.......odd............
My head is throbbing..........
I stop the clock at too late....
the clock goes buzz....
Oh my, watch out for the bug...
Matt doesn't
This shine...
What graceful gaze upon the sea of night,
I can see the tide,
Can you?
It holds a striking posture of fluid motion,
a continous beat of a heart,
That deep blue sea holds me so tight,
I could look apon its depth,
And be lost in it forever.
My heart breaths for this moment,
It takes me away,
I would fall into it,
And let it grasp me forever.
The stars take the pictures,
What deep blue memory I remember,
as the pictures strike,
My pose is one that will carry my life,
It holds me o so tight,
when i feel the waves may cover me....
It shifts its direction once again protecting,
I can lay here forever and sing my so
Look through the window,
See as the night whispers by as quickly as the day...
Hes sitting here...
The preacher stand here as the world walk by as if stray.......
No one came to prey...
Hearts are beating,
paced in fear as they beat as if one heart will tear....
They pull out there hair..
Black glass breaks,
It fills the room as if something struck at them with hate...
Feeling a bit faint...
Nothing will stop it,
It breathes as if love where in vein....
They all bath in fear,
But he doesnt care...
He walks to the child,
Taking her from bed,
She yells...
but her parents can only look in shame....
All the fearful people stand
Look at the sky,
Sometimes when you shed that tear,
It feels as if you wish you could fly...
Sometimes when you hear that voice it takes you to a quite place,
And then when you hoped that you could have died,
Your last breath simply turned into a sigh...
But maybe thats a sign,
Thats a calling,
Thats why...
If you could just leave with one sigh maybe you can hold that breat and try to fly...
Even the blackest holes have light at one point....
Maybe that time you opened your eyes and saw nothing but a hollow life,
That was the first time that you felt alive....
Sadness and sorrow,
Pitty surrounds you even tommarow,
You hold your
Another trick up your sleeve,
Another tear for each of these...
Your lies are perminant...
I can always feel that hurt that burdens...
Sometimes the truth is a lie you may say,
I just sigh...
Sometimes Living is just so you can die...
That kills me you know,
That hurts so bad inside...
i believe living is to live....
And no one dies,
I know Ill live once iv gone goodbye..
Ill live forever in my spirit,
Ill live with her,
She holds my spirit.
I will live in a field of flowers,
Ill lay and talk and be just how I want it...
Dont tell me it isnt true,
Dont tell me that im through,
I know that if you would like you can come to,
With this life I give away...
I begged and yelled for you to stay...
My bleeding eyes,
This battered addiction.
I cannot seem to make myself turn a stray
My soul incomplete,
I made it that way,
I should be taken away for my lack of understanding...
This glimmer shine,
So bright so fine,
I feel as if I fly but then i relize this puzzle just got shaken...
I need to sit back and relive my old eyes,
This black hole I sleep I feel I fell into its deep attraction,
I feel that my hearts pieces fade,
Everytime I put them together,
I make them go away...
And its no ones fault but my own,My own...
They watch as I stumble and stutter I
More harsh than you think..... by Imnotant, literature
Literature
More harsh than you think.....
Perhapse everyone needs to stop and consider before the next time they judge,you never know what someone has been through.....
Amy Miller,age 18 she has always been the most popular young lady of her class,Shes got the looks,The walk and the Talk lol.
Her grades are nice wich some say wish could double for her attitude.....But what you may not have known ya know is that Amy grew up in a household with a drunk as a father who beat her mom all the time and had to hear it continuously.....Maybe shes just afraid to loose what friends she has an be abused,Perhapse it would be good if she was nicer to everyone and not justto the "In" crowd,But pe
Look to me,
I found that hope,
You held my hand,
I no longer felt on a tight robe,
Those loving eyes,
That casted shadow.
You always shielded me,
I always loved you...
Maybe thats why im asking why,
Maybe thats why I scream and cry,
When you went away I felt so alone,
When you went away I wanted your love,
Now I ask why am I the way I am,
You held me,I was yours too,
Now I understand I loose.....
Maybe im different,
Maybe im not the same,
Those sad eyes,
They looked so cold that day,
It hurt so bad I swear i died,
Maybe I wish,I wish id die...
You always loved me,
Until that day.
Now I feel dim draining away,
Dad why d
Walk into this ally,
Cold and dark its over you,
Step into this hallway,
Same thing but clouds dont cover you.
Life.Love and livin true,
Breath,Nothing to hold you.
Stepin in my mind,
Feel myself changing,
I think I know I cleared my sight,
Everything I had trouble seeing,
I can see now,
What was lost before,
That shadow stopping me from you,
It took my hand and pulled me back,
O why O why didnt I listen to you!
Iv searched through the ruin,
Iv pried open my own mind,
Taken garbage and thrown it out,
Yet still Its covered with signs,
I dont understand what happened,
I wonder what could have been,
I gave muyself up to plea
Twas bathed away,All the stains of a sour blessing,
What you believed would do me wrong,
Turned out to be my problem later...
You take me from the eye of notion,
Watched as I swallowed all the kindness,
No pain,,
No scares,
No nothing to keep me shaking in fear.
a tragedy insues everyday,
I didnt know until it was years to late,
My naive view could not be blamed on you,
But then again maybe I didnt have to listen...
I see the intention of my other....
But now I only see the black souls of others!
tried to shield me from what was wrong,
Thank you kindly,
I cannot understand though.
Keep me from the pain of this place,
But now
Current Residence: Chattanooga,Tennessee Favourite genre of music: Ooooooo hmmmm,Yeaaah about that.....lol I suppose itd be rock. Favourite photographer: Im realy not to sure. Favourite style of art: I like lots of pretty things :) Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: =O Shell of choice: Id have to say a turtle shell Wallpaper of choice: Well right now I got a misty street with trees outlining it ^^ Skin of choice: hmmmmmmmmm Im not to sure whats this means :) Favourite cartoon character: Vicious,Kakashi,Legato,Orochimaru,Kimmimaro,Spike Speagle,Vash way more than I can name ^^ Personal Quote: Somtimes when something is worth a thousand words,you can only find a few.Sometimes that says it all
Favourite Visual Artist
My Tish ^^
Favourite Movies
Star Wars Episode III
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
KoRn,The Smashing Pumpkins,Billy Corgan,Orgy,Nine Inch Nails,Tool,some goo goo dolls,Oasis,Pearl jam
Favourite Writers
Ooooooooooo,thats rough.I guess for more modern sake itd be Billy Corgan.
Favourite Games
Shenmue!
Favourite Gaming Platform
Xbox 360!
Tools of the Trade
My mind
Other Interests
Hmmm,well I got lot of intrests.I Enjoy writing alot.I Try to draw,and Im very intrested in Tishy!
I am trying so hard to be happy, I really am. But I cant pull myself out of this! It hurts me so fucking bad, which I just......I'm not used to that. I've always handles all my problems with minimum sadness. But I cannot pull myself out of this. I love Tish....I wish she would love me too. I want her to love me again...I cant in-vision myself with someone else and damn-it, I am trying to. I know what people say, you will move on and everything will be fie. This is the only time in my life where I realize, I don't want to move on! What have I done....
Well, Today was among the more intresting days I suppose. A few friends of mine. A certain, Nick and Erick from my school where hanging around with me in my little mountains "downtown" area you might be so brave to call it.
Well, My freind nick was wearing a dark wizards robe and a hokey mask on the side of his face, I was wearing what you see me in, in my picture but I was also wearing a Naruto styled Jounin jacket. Erick was wearing any other average clothing you would see to a daily basis.
But yes, whilst walking around we where approached by three policeman. Which on any other day would have been ok but I was angry so I kicked the cr
Hello and thank you!
Yep tis my birthday today how exciting! Its been fun. I got to leave school early and get hot wings hehe and then I got an ice cream cake wich was YUMMY but I couldn't finish my piece :( lol O well more for later ^^. Then I got to get on here and find I got people saying Happy Birthday ^^ Yes Very acceptable day indeed. Tishy sent me alot of Ecards they where so much FUN! =D I enjoyed them alot.
Its been a good day very relaxing, Thank ya for sayin happy B-day ^^ means alot im 17 and Happy! =D lol.
Yeah ^^ Thank you though
Matt
This is outragiously weird, but I have to do this 'cause I got tagged for the first time ever!
(...don't hate me!)
YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started kissing right away!